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we fell from heaven

by jawad

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1.
She said Baby boy you're growing up too fast Take a minute and just laugh I just hate to see you sad You remind me of your dad How you sit like that But even he would tell you Get up son don't be like that Get your head up out the stresses And yeah life is full of questions You just gotta ask Allah for protection I know it's hard But you really should be focused on your blessings Just reflect and take a second Gul bacha What happened to you You used to be an open book Did someone close you off Should've never let you go On all those roads you walked Hope you didn't stray too far Cause right now you seem a bit lost We all see it in your eyes don't lie Acting like you're tired It won't work this time And don't tell me you're fine I know that look The same eyes you once had that summer Back in 1995 You remember the time When you were five And your sister was nine We spent a year overseas I lied to make you leave with me And you'd believe we'd only be for a week But the time went by And most nights you'd cry Cause you didn't know the language Even the TV was strange You'd see your favorite cartoons and hate it You didn't know what any of 'em were saying You'd say Momma I just wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I know that look on your face The some one you had Back when you felt outta place I know that look on your face And right now I look back And see that boy in your place You'd say Momma I just wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home I wanna go home now Let's go now I just wanna be home
2.
window pain 02:49
Look at you now You making us proud Used to see you around town But look at you now You killing it now You got 'em feeling it now I'm right by your side Though you left me behind Long as you call me I'm fine Once in a while Let's press rewind You know 'cuz those were the times Those were the times Still on my mind...
3.
I gotta Dragonfly heart I don't think you can catch me I gotta Dragonfly heart Why would you wanna catch me I gotta Dragonfly heart You are stuck in my matrix I gotta Dragonfly heart I gotta Dragonfly heart A fallen angel from the heavens took a plunge One broken wing made her sing as she spun Ever close to the sun The moon wanted none Apart from the expunged Burnt tongue Purple lips, black lungs, and a smoking gun Smoke rings rung out as she was toting up Once the chosen one Now look who she’s become Sprung are the unsung young Today hung Within the balance of a palace And the weight of the world Whirling within the gold of a chalice Within the gold of a chalice As she sips from the tips of her lips From the fictitious liquid of the living Manmade delight Processed resemblance Manufactured wellness It metabolizes well It metabolizes well As she sips from the tips of her lips From the fictitious liquid of the living She said I gotta Dragonfly heart I don't think you can catch me I gotta Dragonfly heart Why would you wanna catch me I gotta Dragonfly heart You are stuck in my matrix I gotta Dragonfly heart I gotta Dragonfly heart
4.
wishing star 02:40
Day after day I wonder when the moment comes when I change my ways Night after night I lie awake bracing myself for the fight It’s a struggle in my mind To find a peace that I can’t define Barely subtle, so confined To a time which I am reminded Don’t let me go astray Just take me away Don’t let me make the same mistakes So I wish upon a star So I wish upon a star My wishing star You’re never too far My mind is racing There’s no finish line Must I be patient All I have is time So who am I but one man with a goal This I know, won’t ever let go Locked and loaded, one step closer Oh so devoted Don’t let me go astray Just take me away Don’t let me make the same mistakes So I wish upon a star Clear up all these question marks So I wish upon a star No matter how far I am from the start My wishing star You’re never too far
5.
In my heart You're the only one In my heart You're the only one In my heart, in my mind In my dreams, in my life You won't find, no one else I believe, in your signs I need Your love I need Your love, love, love I need Your love I need Your love, love, love In my heart, You're the only one Ya Allah, You're the only one I'm so sorry I'm late I got lost on way here Hope that you could find it in your heart To let me stay here Been away for a minute Made a habit out of sinnin' Now I'm tryna make a change Like new beginnings And I know that it can never be the same I took a turn for the worst And I'm the one to blame But thank God I found my way back They say the hardest roads are untraveled Like unpaved tracks I can't erase that Everyday I trace back Gotta face that Hope to never back track I'd blow smoke while the coal black Tufahtayn at Aqsa Vimto for the whole trap Now my only mission is a clearer vision Through my submission I'm admittin' I was wrong For all the days that I was gone I put my heart in this song Ya Allah I need Your love I need Your love, love, love I need Your love I need Your love, love, love In my heart, You're the only one Ya Allah, You're the only one In my heart, in my mind In my dreams, in my life You won't find, no one else I believe, in your signs I need Your love I need Your love, love, love I need Your love I need Your love, love, love In my heart, You're the only one Ya Allah, You're the only one
6.
said & done 04:16
[Hook 1] Don't be so cold You knew that you were wrong You've known it all along Can't say, "I won't forgive you" Cause it's easier said than done Said and done And I don't care where it's coming from I know for One It's easier said then done [Verse 1] Done is everything I asked for And doesn't that in fact Just make you sad more Wish we could fast forward Through this living crash course Living out a dream Flying high without a passport Where no one asks for it Cause they don't really see us We'll be a task force Fighting for what we believe in We used to laugh hard That was in the prior season You got your mask on Trying to hide your inner feelings So don't be so cold Don't be so cold You told me all along "Don't be so cold" So, now I write my wrongs [Bridge 1] Now you're something that I'm missing Living out a dream Tell me if it's really living Now you're something that I'm missing Living in the past So I'm never really present [Hook 1] You knew that you were wrong You've known it all along Can't say, "I won't forgive you" Cause it's easier said than done Said and done And I don't care where it's coming from I know for One It's easier said then done [Verse 2] See I really wasn't thinking I know that I was blind And I hope it's been forgiven Never meant to snap back Now my words are custom fitted Cause I was livid before Now I really can't forget it Now I'm living in remorse Thinking, "Is this really living?" This heart's been torn I don't know if I could fix it I've been off course And on tours And of course I've been mourning Every night A rainman And my eyes been pouring Sitting down here I've been dripping down tears Dear Lord If it seems like I need you more You know I need you close Now than ever before Cause the weather stays the same It ain't changed for days It's been raining Under this umbrella for one It's been holding a ton But it ain't strong enough So I ain't holding my tongue Hope you ain't holding a grudge [Hook 1] You knew that you were wrong You've known it all along I can't say, "I won't forgive you" Because it's easier said than done Said and done I don't care where it's coming from I know for One It's easier said then done [Bridge 2] Don't be so cold Don't be so cold Don't be so cold Don't [Bridge 1 x2] And now you're something that I'm missing Living out a dream Tell me if it's really living See I'm tired of second guessing Living in the past So I'm never really present [Hook 2] And I know that I was wrong I've known it all along Don't know if you'll forgive me Because it's easier said than done Said and done
7.
You're love is my love I'm lost in Your love You're love is my love I'm lost in Your love You're love is my love You're love I don't see no one No one No one but you And Your beloved Is mine to hold Simple and true I run to You and You to me We meet in peace I run to You and You to me You're love is my love I'm lost in Your love You're love is my love I'm lost in Your love You're love is my love You're love
8.
unbroken 04:39
How many have to die Left high and dry How many bullets fly Counting shells to rest in peace Won’t you take my life Set me free Fallen angels, broken wings Take me as I am Fly me away, let freedom ring I’ll go anywhere Save me from this living hell Save me as I am Let me hear that ringing bell As I am Let me hear that ringing bell With every new thought There's something I forgot With every new face I greet There's someone that I've lost Tell me life's a blessing Tell me then what's the cost When life's warmth burns these memories of you Let me freeze Set me free Let me freeze Set me free Strike me like a match in the dark Take me back to a past And a passionate heart I wanna re-live the memories golden and grey Take me back a quarter century And send me away To that September night back in '89 Life is a cycle that you never can rewind When we die we recline in silence Many people find a peace of mind behind their eye lids I might need a piece on my side for all the violence I can see a time with you and I united Quell the sirens in my head For now all I see All I see are Fallen angels, broken wings Take me as I am Fly me away, let freedom ring I’ll go anywhere Save me from this living hell Save me as I am Let me hear that ringing bell As I am Take me as I am Fallen angels, broken wings Take me as I am Fly me away, let freedom ring Take me as I am Save me from this living hell Take me as I am Let me hear that ringing bell As I am Let me hear that ringing bell As I am Let me hear that ringing bell
9.
6am 05:28
And I wonder when the day comes If it's real or if it's made up Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up Won't someone just come and save us And I wonder when the day comes If it's right, if it's wrong If you'd like tag along We can walk all night till the break of dawn I seen a lot of stuff I shouldn't have Never forgot it though My boys caught up doing pills by the bottle though On some high grade like we still on the honor roll Full ride scholarship gone Lost in the bottle Now we far from a role model And you don't know the think of it Sorrows we been swimming in Lost in these cigarettes We seen a lot of it Just me and my conglomerates All we wanna see is world peace But see these devils up and down these streets Day and night Like everyone around's sound asleep all their life Are they blind or all we all just living a dream I believe there's a sign in a holy book Of prophesized times, open your eyes If you're tryna look Ok, why don't you tell 'em what you see though Hope you never get to see the evil in the people And I wonder when the day comes If it's real or if it's made up Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up Won't someone just come and save us And I wonder when the day comes If it's right, if it's wrong If you'd like tag along We can walk all night till the break of dawn So I strategize Form a new concept Solo No aliby Forward my progress I CC the hate Don't reply to the nonsense Polished in college They sold me knowledge for profit I see the product they pushing They sell American dreams And like supply and demand You know diplomas ain't cheap Which goes to show that you can buy a degree That ain't synonymous with knowledge You can get that for free Just pay attention Work hard, end with a pension Testing Life is a mutiple choice No second guessing You know it's hard to accept it I mean, look at all the time that you invested They say TIme is money, money is precious Profits off interest Money's not the root It's just the time you invest in I'm not a rapper just a man with a message Now will you listen I wonder when the day comes If it's real or if it's made up Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up Won't someone just come and save us And I wonder when the day comes If it's right, if it's wrong If you'd like tag along We can walk all night till the break of dawn I'm tryna walk like the Prophets walked March through the fire I can see all of my demons watch You see, I'm so far from paradise But I been laying bricks to reach the heavens Tryna get it right And in the end we're all equals At least that's what religion says of ordinary people Just like me and you Ain't we living proof Color blind to skin tones I wish you'd see my truth Instead they judge you by your label Confine you in your spaces And define you by your faith or different races Just maybe only God can save us So if you're there I'll be there to lend a hand Understand there's a higher plan in me and you You could take me as I am Just a changed man And I wonder when the day comes If it's real or if it's made up Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up Won't someone just come and save us And I wonder when the day comes If it's right, if it's wrong If you'd like tag along We can walk all night till the break of dawn
10.
The story goes Living a simple life That's the path I chose A simple minded fool What's the deal Started to hate the same things I start to feel Like breaking out of a shell Rebellious and broke the rules Summer time breeze Bright blue skies Who would hide from a marvelous scene Don't you know Some will go blind from the blinding lights It get's dark, it gets harder to see This side is calling That side is screaming out to me This side is calling That side is screaming out to me It's screaming out loud Screaming out loud This park bench got the smell of purple flowers I used to sit until the point I'd reach nirvana It was autumn and we were falling But the leaves would keep us high We would never land so long as we were never dry Long as our supplier kept supplying us with fire We'd be fly till we die It's screaming out loud Screaming out loud Summer time breeze Bright blue skies Who would hide from a marvelous scene Don't you know Some will go blind from the blinding lights It get's dark, it gets harder to see This side is calling That side is screaming out to me This side is calling That side is screaming out to me It's screaming out loud Screaming out loud
11.
When I'm lost, I forget I forget my Lord's with me I forget about your love I lose touch of your mercy Forgive me for thinking I'm all alone I was far from your love, your love I lost my way on an unpaved road I was longing your love, your love I lost my faith in the darkest days And you found me, found me You found me cold and alone So deep, I was drowning, drowning You breath new life in me with all your love Still When I'm lost, I forget I forget my Lord's with me I forget about your love I lose touch of your mercy
12.
You had the world thinking there's one way to believe They said, "No man will reach the skies unless it's me" I pray you find your way, one day that you be free There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven No love is lost, when there's no love there to be found One hollow sermon fills the empty souls abound Might I remind myself, until I'm wrapped within your shroud There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven A thousand ways to get to heaven You led a war against their sons for their held views Said you're the chosen few, God asked to guard the truth Lest you reprieve yourself, someday you'll see the holy proof To witness a thousand ways to get to heaven Now won't you heed the word, lay sheath upon your sword Practice the sacred text you fought that we implore And now you ask yourself if there's a way to know your Lord There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven A thousand ways to get to heaven
13.
la la land 02:47
Nothing's everlasting We belong here And we'll stay here But it's alright If you wanna leave You can go 'head I'll still be here With these same clothes Same old lame jokes I'll still wake up I won't change Say goodbye love Hope you find love While you're out there I'll be fine Save your stories For your mourning I'll be dreaming Like I always But nothing, nothing, nothing Wakes me up from you And I'm falling like I always do But nothing, nothing Wakes me up Up, from you Nothing's everlasting I belong here And I'll stay here But it's alright If you wanna leave You can go 'head I'll still be here With these same clothes Same old lame jokes I'll won't wake up I won't change Say goodbye love Hope you find love While you're out there I'll be fine Save your stories For your mourning I'll be dreaming Like I always do But nothing, nothing, nothing Wakes me up from you And I'm falling like I always do But nothing, nothing Wakes me up Up, from you

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released September 12, 2021

Written, produced, performed, and engineered by Jawad M.F.
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