1. |
we fell from heaven
03:06
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She said
Baby boy you're growing up too fast
Take a minute and just laugh
I just hate to see you sad
You remind me of your dad
How you sit like that
But even he would tell you
Get up son don't be like that
Get your head up out the stresses
And yeah life is full of questions
You just gotta ask Allah for protection
I know it's hard
But you really should be focused on your blessings
Just reflect and take a second
Gul bacha
What happened to you
You used to be an open book
Did someone close you off
Should've never let you go
On all those roads you walked
Hope you didn't stray too far
Cause right now you seem a bit lost
We all see it in your eyes don't lie
Acting like you're tired
It won't work this time
And don't tell me you're fine
I know that look
The same eyes you once had that summer
Back in 1995
You remember the time
When you were five
And your sister was nine
We spent a year overseas
I lied to make you leave with me
And you'd believe we'd only be for a week
But the time went by
And most nights you'd cry
Cause you didn't know the language
Even the TV was strange
You'd see your favorite cartoons and hate it
You didn't know what any of 'em were saying
You'd say
Momma
I just wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I know that look on your face
The some one you had
Back when you felt outta place
I know that look on your face
And right now I look back
And see that boy in your place
You'd say
Momma
I just wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
I wanna go home now
Let's go now
I just wanna be home
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2. |
window pain
02:49
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Look at you now
You making us proud
Used to see you around town
But look at you now
You killing it now
You got 'em feeling it now
I'm right by your side
Though you left me behind
Long as you call me I'm fine
Once in a while
Let's press rewind
You know 'cuz those were the times
Those were the times
Still on my mind...
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3. |
dragonfly heart
02:24
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I gotta Dragonfly heart
I don't think you can catch me
I gotta Dragonfly heart
Why would you wanna catch me
I gotta Dragonfly heart
You are stuck in my matrix
I gotta Dragonfly heart
I gotta Dragonfly heart
A fallen angel from the heavens took a plunge
One broken wing made her sing as she spun
Ever close to the sun
The moon wanted none
Apart from the expunged
Burnt tongue
Purple lips, black lungs, and a smoking gun
Smoke rings rung out as she was toting up
Once the chosen one
Now look who she’s become
Sprung are the unsung young
Today hung
Within the balance of a palace
And the weight of the world
Whirling within the gold of a chalice
Within the gold of a chalice
As she sips from the tips of her lips
From the fictitious liquid of the living
Manmade delight
Processed resemblance
Manufactured wellness
It metabolizes well
It metabolizes well
As she sips from the tips of her lips
From the fictitious liquid of the living
She said
I gotta Dragonfly heart
I don't think you can catch me
I gotta Dragonfly heart
Why would you wanna catch me
I gotta Dragonfly heart
You are stuck in my matrix
I gotta Dragonfly heart
I gotta Dragonfly heart
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4. |
wishing star
02:40
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Day after day
I wonder when the moment comes when I change my ways
Night after night
I lie awake bracing myself for the fight
It’s a struggle in my mind
To find a peace that I can’t define
Barely subtle, so confined
To a time which I am reminded
Don’t let me go astray
Just take me away
Don’t let me make the same mistakes
So I wish upon a star
So I wish upon a star
My wishing star
You’re never too far
My mind is racing
There’s no finish line
Must I be patient
All I have is time
So who am I but one man with a goal
This I know, won’t ever let go
Locked and loaded, one step closer
Oh so devoted
Don’t let me go astray
Just take me away
Don’t let me make the same mistakes
So I wish upon a star
Clear up all these question marks
So I wish upon a star
No matter how far I am from the start
My wishing star
You’re never too far
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5. |
You're the only one
03:01
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In my heart
You're the only one
In my heart
You're the only one
In my heart, in my mind
In my dreams, in my life
You won't find, no one else
I believe, in your signs
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
In my heart, You're the only one
Ya Allah, You're the only one
I'm so sorry I'm late
I got lost on way here
Hope that you could find it in your heart
To let me stay here
Been away for a minute
Made a habit out of sinnin'
Now I'm tryna make a change
Like new beginnings
And I know that it can never be the same
I took a turn for the worst
And I'm the one to blame
But thank God I found my way back
They say the hardest roads are untraveled
Like unpaved tracks
I can't erase that
Everyday I trace back
Gotta face that
Hope to never back track
I'd blow smoke while the coal black
Tufahtayn at Aqsa
Vimto for the whole trap
Now my only mission is a clearer vision
Through my submission I'm admittin' I was wrong
For all the days that I was gone
I put my heart in this song
Ya Allah
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
In my heart, You're the only one
Ya Allah, You're the only one
In my heart, in my mind
In my dreams, in my life
You won't find, no one else
I believe, in your signs
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
I need Your love
I need Your love, love, love
In my heart, You're the only one
Ya Allah, You're the only one
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6. |
said & done
04:16
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[Hook 1]
Don't be so cold
You knew that you were wrong
You've known it all along
Can't say, "I won't forgive you"
Cause it's easier said than done
Said and done
And I don't care where it's coming from
I know for One
It's easier said then done
[Verse 1]
Done is everything I asked for
And doesn't that in fact
Just make you sad more
Wish we could fast forward
Through this living crash course
Living out a dream
Flying high without a passport
Where no one asks for it
Cause they don't really see us
We'll be a task force
Fighting for what we believe in
We used to laugh hard
That was in the prior season
You got your mask on
Trying to hide your inner feelings
So don't be so cold
Don't be so cold
You told me all along
"Don't be so cold"
So, now I write my wrongs
[Bridge 1]
Now you're something that I'm missing
Living out a dream
Tell me if it's really living
Now you're something that I'm missing
Living in the past
So I'm never really present
[Hook 1]
You knew that you were wrong
You've known it all along
Can't say, "I won't forgive you"
Cause it's easier said than done
Said and done
And I don't care where it's coming from
I know for One
It's easier said then done
[Verse 2]
See I really wasn't thinking
I know that I was blind
And I hope it's been forgiven
Never meant to snap back
Now my words are custom fitted
Cause I was livid before
Now I really can't forget it
Now I'm living in remorse
Thinking, "Is this really living?"
This heart's been torn
I don't know if I could fix it
I've been off course
And on tours
And of course
I've been mourning
Every night
A rainman
And my eyes been pouring
Sitting down here
I've been dripping down tears
Dear Lord
If it seems like I need you more
You know I need you close
Now than ever before
Cause the weather stays the same
It ain't changed for days
It's been raining
Under this umbrella for one
It's been holding a ton
But it ain't strong enough
So I ain't holding my tongue
Hope you ain't holding a grudge
[Hook 1]
You knew that you were wrong
You've known it all along
I can't say, "I won't forgive you"
Because it's easier said than done
Said and done
I don't care where it's coming from
I know for One
It's easier said then done
[Bridge 2]
Don't be so cold
Don't be so cold
Don't be so cold
Don't
[Bridge 1 x2]
And now you're something that I'm missing
Living out a dream
Tell me if it's really living
See I'm tired of second guessing
Living in the past
So I'm never really present
[Hook 2]
And I know that I was wrong
I've known it all along
Don't know if you'll forgive me
Because it's easier said than done
Said and done
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7. |
no one but You
02:26
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You're love is my love
I'm lost in Your love
You're love is my love
I'm lost in Your love
You're love is my love
You're love
I don't see no one
No one
No one but you
And Your beloved
Is mine to hold
Simple and true
I run to You
and You to me
We meet in peace
I run to You
and You to me
You're love is my love
I'm lost in Your love
You're love is my love
I'm lost in Your love
You're love is my love
You're love
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8. |
unbroken
04:39
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How many have to die
Left high and dry
How many bullets fly
Counting shells to rest in peace
Won’t you take my life
Set me free
Fallen angels, broken wings
Take me as I am
Fly me away, let freedom ring
I’ll go anywhere
Save me from this living hell
Save me as I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
As I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
With every new thought
There's something I forgot
With every new face I greet
There's someone that I've lost
Tell me life's a blessing
Tell me then what's the cost
When life's warmth burns these memories of you
Let me freeze
Set me free
Let me freeze
Set me free
Strike me like a match in the dark
Take me back to a past
And a passionate heart
I wanna re-live the memories golden and grey
Take me back a quarter century
And send me away
To that September night back in '89
Life is a cycle that you never can rewind
When we die we recline in silence
Many people find a peace of mind behind their eye lids
I might need a piece on my side for all the violence
I can see a time with you and I united
Quell the sirens in my head
For now all I see
All I see are
Fallen angels, broken wings
Take me as I am
Fly me away, let freedom ring
I’ll go anywhere
Save me from this living hell
Save me as I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
As I am
Take me as I am
Fallen angels, broken wings
Take me as I am
Fly me away, let freedom ring
Take me as I am
Save me from this living hell
Take me as I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
As I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
As I am
Let me hear that ringing bell
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9. |
6am
05:28
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And I wonder when the day comes
If it's real or if it's made up
Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up
Won't someone just come and save us
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's right, if it's wrong
If you'd like tag along
We can walk all night till the break of dawn
I seen a lot of stuff I shouldn't have
Never forgot it though
My boys caught up doing pills by the bottle though
On some high grade like we still on the honor roll
Full ride scholarship gone
Lost in the bottle
Now we far from a role model
And you don't know the think of it
Sorrows we been swimming in
Lost in these cigarettes
We seen a lot of it
Just me and my conglomerates
All we wanna see is world peace
But see these devils up and down these streets
Day and night
Like everyone around's sound asleep all their life
Are they blind or all we all just living a dream
I believe there's a sign in a holy book
Of prophesized times, open your eyes
If you're tryna look
Ok, why don't you tell 'em what you see though
Hope you never get to see the evil in the people
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's real or if it's made up
Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up
Won't someone just come and save us
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's right, if it's wrong
If you'd like tag along
We can walk all night till the break of dawn
So I strategize
Form a new concept
Solo
No aliby
Forward my progress
I CC the hate
Don't reply to the nonsense
Polished in college
They sold me knowledge for profit
I see the product they pushing
They sell American dreams
And like supply and demand
You know diplomas ain't cheap
Which goes to show that you can buy a degree
That ain't synonymous with knowledge
You can get that for free
Just pay attention
Work hard, end with a pension
Testing
Life is a mutiple choice
No second guessing
You know it's hard to accept it
I mean, look at all the time that you invested
They say
TIme is money, money is precious
Profits off interest
Money's not the root
It's just the time you invest in
I'm not a rapper just a man with a message
Now will you listen
I wonder when the day comes
If it's real or if it's made up
Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up
Won't someone just come and save us
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's right, if it's wrong
If you'd like tag along
We can walk all night till the break of dawn
I'm tryna walk like the Prophets walked
March through the fire
I can see all of my demons watch
You see, I'm so far from paradise
But I been laying bricks to reach the heavens
Tryna get it right
And in the end we're all equals
At least that's what religion says of ordinary people
Just like me and you
Ain't we living proof
Color blind to skin tones
I wish you'd see my truth
Instead they judge you by your label
Confine you in your spaces
And define you by your faith or different races
Just maybe only God can save us
So if you're there I'll be there to lend a hand
Understand there's a higher plan in me and you
You could take me as I am
Just a changed man
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's real or if it's made up
Guess I'm dreaming, I won't wake up
Won't someone just come and save us
And I wonder when the day comes
If it's right, if it's wrong
If you'd like tag along
We can walk all night till the break of dawn
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10. |
black as night
03:02
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The story goes
Living a simple life
That's the path I chose
A simple minded fool
What's the deal
Started to hate the same things
I start to feel
Like breaking out of a shell
Rebellious and broke the rules
Summer time breeze
Bright blue skies
Who would hide from a marvelous scene
Don't you know
Some will go blind from the blinding lights
It get's dark, it gets harder to see
This side is calling
That side is screaming out to me
This side is calling
That side is screaming out to me
It's screaming out loud
Screaming out loud
This park bench got the smell of purple flowers
I used to sit until the point I'd reach nirvana
It was autumn and we were falling
But the leaves would keep us high
We would never land so long as we were never dry
Long as our supplier kept supplying us with fire
We'd be fly till we die
It's screaming out loud
Screaming out loud
Summer time breeze
Bright blue skies
Who would hide from a marvelous scene
Don't you know
Some will go blind from the blinding lights
It get's dark, it gets harder to see
This side is calling
That side is screaming out to me
This side is calling
That side is screaming out to me
It's screaming out loud
Screaming out loud
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11. |
when i'm lost
01:42
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When I'm lost, I forget
I forget my Lord's with me
I forget about your love
I lose touch of your mercy
Forgive me for thinking I'm all alone
I was far from your love, your love
I lost my way on an unpaved road
I was longing your love, your love
I lost my faith in the darkest days
And you found me, found me
You found me cold and alone
So deep, I was drowning, drowning
You breath new life in me with all your love
Still
When I'm lost, I forget
I forget my Lord's with me
I forget about your love
I lose touch of your mercy
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12. |
thousand ways
03:13
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You had the world thinking there's one way to believe
They said, "No man will reach the skies unless it's me"
I pray you find your way, one day that you be free
There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven
No love is lost, when there's no love there to be found
One hollow sermon fills the empty souls abound
Might I remind myself, until I'm wrapped within your shroud
There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven
A thousand ways to get to heaven
You led a war against their sons for their held views
Said you're the chosen few, God asked to guard the truth
Lest you reprieve yourself, someday you'll see the holy proof
To witness a thousand ways to get to heaven
Now won't you heed the word, lay sheath upon your sword
Practice the sacred text you fought that we implore
And now you ask yourself if there's a way to know your Lord
There must be a thousand ways to get to heaven
A thousand ways to get to heaven
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13. |
la la land
02:47
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Nothing's everlasting
We belong here
And we'll stay here
But it's alright
If you wanna leave
You can go 'head
I'll still be here
With these same clothes
Same old lame jokes
I'll still wake up
I won't change
Say goodbye love
Hope you find love
While you're out there
I'll be fine
Save your stories
For your mourning
I'll be dreaming
Like I always
But nothing, nothing, nothing
Wakes me up from you
And I'm falling like I always do
But nothing, nothing
Wakes me up
Up, from you
Nothing's everlasting
I belong here
And I'll stay here
But it's alright
If you wanna leave
You can go 'head
I'll still be here
With these same clothes
Same old lame jokes
I'll won't wake up
I won't change
Say goodbye love
Hope you find love
While you're out there
I'll be fine
Save your stories
For your mourning
I'll be dreaming
Like I always do
But nothing, nothing, nothing
Wakes me up from you
And I'm falling like I always do
But nothing, nothing
Wakes me up
Up, from you
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